This is my oath to you both
To my ex…
You said you loved me but your words held no weight,
Just like you said you would always be there and wait,
I remember thinking our love was meant to be our fate,
Now in my heart I feel something I don’t want to feel… hate,
To my ex mother-in-law
I will never forget that you said you’ve never seen her so euphoric,
It made you happy to see that her treatment was far from horrid,
She even said being the center of my world like I was in her orbit,
She was always on new adventures and life was never boring,
K.A.P.U…
When I found out about your affair we were already through,
All this time you made me feel less with the words you spew,
Making me feel like I was wrong when in fact you already knew,
Be careful because Karma will settle your debt it always comes due,
N.E.U….
How could you act like all was fine while she went behind my back,
Were you too focused on the help I provided that even you lost track,
You laughed and smiled with me, yet had to have known of the attack,
It makes sick to my stomach to think that you both had a pact,
To you both…
I wish I could erase your memories hastily, Because you both really must have hated me,
Disregarding myself and my feelings so blatantly,
Concerned less about a human being, so shamelessly,
There are so many names I would like to name both,
My faith in god keeps me from stooping to a level I loathe,
I may not want to admit it but this has allowed some self growth,
Neither of you will be remembered any further and that is my oath.
